Well, I went the whole day without a cigarette, and I wasn’t super bitchy or anything. There were even times when I didn’t even think about smoking, or remember that I was quitting. I think I’m going to make it. Of course, as I’m sitting here typing, it’s making me have a craving, but I’m cool, I can handle it.
I’m proud of us, that we’ve finally managed to do this. I’ve been smoking mostly continuously since I was 16, and J started smoking when he started dating me, so about two years for him. Now that we’ve decided to try to conceive another baby, I’ve really been trying to get us all healthy and in good shape. Smoking while doing all that, seemed extremely hypocritical and wrong, but it was so hard to stop.
I’m not out of the woods yet. If someone bought me a pack right now, I don’t think I’d be able to stop myself from smoking it. But as long as I’m tough with myself, and don’t break down and buy anymore, I think we’ll make it.